Beware before proceeding. You may not like or agree but this is my page. Have you ever had a Jeremiah moment? REAL talk for REAL ppl. This isnt for those who are so deep to the point they’re drowning.
School begins in 2wks. I constantly ask myself at 53y/o WHY SCHOOL?🤔 My major is Social Work. You ever feel helpless because it seems like you’re not able to help? Preaching, teaching, talking, praying,workshops,
conferences,seminars “whatever” but who did you reach? Yeah They came to the altar but now WHAT? What about the ones that didn’t because they’re not coming inside the bldg? Y’all are not going to like me but people need more than the sinners prayer. I cried constantly asking God after the sinner’s prayer what do I give them? What resources do I have to offer ? What are they going home to or if they even have a home to go to? Every time people would come to the Altar and say this prayer I would never say it with them in my seat. But now I find myself saying it regardless of my position. Maybe we all should consider it also making it a daily practice just to remind ourselves of our declaration and what we should be doing for God with God and for others. Honestly it’s just not enough for me to gather behind the four walls,when I know there’s so many people in need on the outside of those walls.
Every now and again I can hear my mom so clearly. I was 12yrs old when she told me “Yvette you can’t save the world.” Huh😯I was devastated because I took the scripture to heart. ( I can do ALL things through Christ who strengthens me ( Philippians 4:19)We as Christians are always talking about souls for the kingdom. I guess I’m still trying to figure out how to bring the kingdom to the souls. We label EVERYTHING negative as a spirit. Or something so simple as the mics acting up in church as the devil. Why would the devil want to affect the mics especially when we still have our voices? We have become so Heavenly bound that we are no earthly good. It’s not the devil, go in your sound room and fix the mic. I sound frustrated because I am. FOLK ARE HURTING!😢. I cry out to God to please help me to help others. How do I help? Can I help? What resources do I have to help? How can I reach others? God sometimes I feel so defeated. How do I do what you said to do for others? Who has been assigned to me that I should be doing for? What I’m doing doesn’t feel like enough which means it’s not enough help me.
The Bereaved, chronic/mentally ill,addicted,
lost,poor,abused, hungry,homeless
molested,raped.
desolate etc. OMG MY HEART IS SO HEAVY IT’S WEIGHING ME DOWN.💔😢 God help me to please you by serving others as you show me how.